Prolonged Sigh...

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Prolonged Sigh...

Post by Demonwolf » Thu Dec 07, 2006 4:28 am

I'm feeling very ignored and insignificant right now. I don't know if I have a camouflage reflex, or emit a pheromone that makes people get off on ignoring me, or am unaware of having a voice so high-pitched that it's beyond the human capacity to hear, but I'm very, very tired of not being acknowledged. I don't want to be the guy who jumps on tables, waving his arms and going "pay attention to me!" but I feel like I'm considerate enough and good enough of a listener to deserve to have my existence validated every now and then. I'd try and seek solace with family and friends, but ironically, my family is incredibly adept at making me feel like I don't matter. They don't take any interest in anything that I care about. Ever. And my friends are good company, but they don't really give a shit about who I am. I'm very tired of it, and I'm very unhappy. I want to feel like I matter to someone. It feels like such a juvenile and egotistical thing to be unhappy about, but I am. I want to feel like someone gives a shit about whether or not I exist.

Goddamnit...

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Post by clode » Thu Dec 07, 2006 6:50 am

ok

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Post by RubyJ » Thu Dec 07, 2006 6:54 am

[quote="clode";p="700195"]ok[/quote]
Why would you start a thread with just "ok"?

Edit: OH There's a post above that!
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Post by Jamie Bond » Thu Dec 07, 2006 7:18 am

Obvious joke :P

Anyway
Not sure what to tell ya... I don't know anything about you, so I have no idea what you could either do, or if maybe you just need a change of attitude.
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Post by Negative Polarity » Thu Dec 07, 2006 7:26 am

Develop an obvious drug/alcohol problem. That'll make them pay attention to you.
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Post by Spongiform » Thu Dec 07, 2006 3:03 pm

Who were you again?

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Re: Prolonged Sigh...

Post by Euthanatos » Thu Dec 07, 2006 4:51 pm

[quote="Demonwolf";p="700136"]I'm feeling very ignored and insignificant right now.
..I (want to) feel like someone gives a shit about whether or not I exist. [/quote]

You're half right.
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I would shout, but my voice has been taken.
Thus, I write.

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Post by kaiju01 » Thu Dec 07, 2006 8:17 pm

I love it when clode speaks.
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Post by Mista » Fri Dec 08, 2006 12:22 am

haha, oh great series of posts here...

Demonwolf, are you annoying? Do people tell you to shutup when you start talking? Because if that's the case all you got to do is figure out what's annoying about you and change it...

If they don't pay you any attention at all... maybe you're dead? I don't know..
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Post by Negative Polarity » Fri Dec 08, 2006 12:25 am

You mean like an M. Night Shyamalan sorta thing?
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Post by Mista » Fri Dec 08, 2006 12:29 am

Yeah... like he thinks people are sometimes interacting with him, but it's only because he mistakes their interactions with others as being with himself...

And that's why the majority of the time no one pays attention to him. What I'm wondering is how did he make a post on a forum? This is kind of creepy, do we have protection from internet ghosts?? I'm shutting off my computer.
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Post by Negative Polarity » Fri Dec 08, 2006 12:39 am

Norton Ghost.
Yeah, yeah. Terrible joke, I know.
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Post by Seir » Fri Dec 08, 2006 1:12 am

[quote="Demonwolf";p="700136"]I'm feeling very ignored and insignificant right now. I don't know if I have a camouflage reflex, or emit a pheromone that makes people get off on ignoring me, or am unaware of having a voice so high-pitched that it's beyond the human capacity to hear, but I'm very, very tired of not being acknowledged. I don't want to be the guy who jumps on tables, waving his arms and going "pay attention to me!" but I feel like I'm considerate enough and good enough of a listener to deserve to have my existence validated every now and then. I'd try and seek solace with family and friends, but ironically, my family is incredibly adept at making me feel like I don't matter. They don't take any interest in anything that I care about. Ever. And my friends are good company, but they don't really give a shit about who I am. I'm very tired of it, and I'm very unhappy. I want to feel like I matter to someone. It feels like such a juvenile and egotistical thing to be unhappy about, but I am. I want to feel like someone gives a shit about whether or not I exist.

Goddamnit...[/quote]

Off the top of my head it just seems like you're too quiet. No one is going to know that you have things going on in your head if you don't say anything. Jaime brings up a point, we don't know anything about you. What about the people who know you in real life? How much do they really know about you?

So where in Jersey are you?

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Post by Mista » Fri Dec 08, 2006 1:48 am

Also.. kept thinking about this... I know I don't have a life shutup. Anyway, if your friends are "good company" but really don't give a shit about you then I think it's high time that you find new friends.

I always get shit from people for not having many friends, but it makes me kind of glad that I have a lot of "best friends." Friends who'll take a bullet for you. I think it's fucked up that they make fun of me for that.. and they go around replacing their best friends every week...

Anyway, it's easy to make friends. The main thing you got to realize is everyone wants to be your friend. The kind of people who don't want another friend are douches or bitches and you probably don't want to associate with them anyway.
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Re: Prolonged Sigh...

Post by Accer » Fri Dec 08, 2006 3:11 am

Sometimes it can take some searching before you find your niche. Just keep looking.

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